Friday, March 2, 2007

Lesson 61:

Lesson 61:


I am the light of the world…that is my only function… that is why I am here…

This is why it is so crucial to make choosing the Holy Spirit, which brings the awareness of light, the light within, the light that is my one Self, the most important thing, every day ~every moment ~this very instant! Being in touch with the light in you~ by placing my faith in the truth in you~ as my only goal ~lights my mind to the truth.
I see Christ everywhere in everyone… It is Who I am …and how I learn who I am in truth. If I don’t keep this at the forefront of my mind, at all times, how can I possible know what I am seeing and realize I look only upon Christ? That is why it is my only function. Without light I cannot see…light is within me where my Father placed and I know it comes from me when I shine forgiveness, without reservation, in every seeming place and time…
This is how I recognize that darkness cannot hide, nor with it, all the dark judgments and fears I held about you, the world, and myself.
I am the light of the world… I can remember the first time I did this lesson. I felt so unworthy and unfit for the seeming responsibility~ “God has built his plan for the salvation of his Son, on me…? I thought, “Oh, my god. That was so far from where I saw myself. What kind of miracle would it take for me to even get near to what this is saying?
Talk about arrogance…
Don’t get me wrong, it’s not that I didn’t love the idea of ‘being that guy – that save mankind guy’. As a matter of fact, I was always dummying-up a fantasy of saving the world and being the hero the god I made would be proud of … I just felt impotent ~l felt myself a failure as a child of God, weak and small and desperately needing a miracle… trying to save my face and my ass at the same time…~ It turns out, I was just wrong.
The miracle received for price of asking, turned out to be Christ; right here, right now…always, already, without distinction of any kind…
Absolutely humbling …

Humility: The return to the ground of my being in truth.

I chose again…offering the Holy Spirit within my mind my little willingness for all of it to be different than my made up, petty, arrogant story … That is the entire story, given over for a full reinterpretation by Him.
The miracle blesses me with the vision of a forgiven world, now. In it I am the light that shines away nothingness through forgiveness.
It’s weird how something so upside down and awful as, say, self-concept, (“the heavy chains that seem to bind them to despair”) can be shined away into the nothingness from which it came, leaving only the light that shined on it.
Chapter 18 of the text, in the section called “Light in the Dream” talks about the process of this return to light.

I am the light of the world~ that is my only function. That is why I am here. We light the world together, you and I, for we cannot be apart. WE ARE CHRIST! ~All glory to God and His plan for the salvation of His Son…

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